~al-fatihah~

setiap yang mekar pasti layu
setiap yang muda pasti tua
setiap yang bernyawa pasti mati
itulah ketentuan Ilahi 
suka atau tidak setiap dari kita pasti menempuhinya
yang membezakan hanya masa dan cara di jemput
kehilangan kali ketiga untuk tahun nie,,hurm,, 
aku ada seorang kawan satu kampung,
kami kenal ABCs sama2
kenal nombor sama2
sama2 dapat ke boarding school biarpun lain2 tempat
tapi alih2 dapat masuk universiti yang sama2
tapi suratan takdir tiada siapa dapat menghalangkan?
dia terlebih dahulu di jemput menghadap Ilahi
meratapi tu jauh sekali,tapi rasa terkilan bermaharajalela di jiwa
sebab msg akhir dri beliau aku x sempat balas,,(T_T)
renung2kan,,,since ada masa terluang sekarang bermaafan lah sesama manusia

takdir temukan kita sebagai kawan sepermainan (tadika anggerik)

takdir kamu dan aku merantau mencari kehidupan

takdir jugak ketemukan kita kembali di alam universiti

takdir kau pergi mengadap ilahi lebih awal 

semoga kamu di tempatkan bersama orang2 yang beriman,

semoga rohmu di cucuri rahmat, al-fatihah,

buat sahabatku, Mazuwan Mohd Azahari

p/s:my apology,,,,sorry if ada yang terasa,terluka,tersentap ngan ak selama nie,,,

amarah

haha,,,asilah2,,,once again,,i've been dump by a person i trust!
congratulation to me coz did it again!
i dun noe whether i am too stupid or i just simply can trust peoples around me
basically,this is what i used to be for years since i became a human being.(since i was born)
orite,,today i was really in da bad2 mood
people said dat i'm used to be emotional!stressed!complicated!
but then,they din ask me wut happen?
okay exception for some others that taking care of me
but then,some others just like very ZZzz!
please people!dun simply classify other,,they noe themselves better than u,
sekian~

a big grin

thinking about you make me forgot bout another thousand guys in the world

thinking of having you beside, make me feel calm and nothing've to be worried

thinking that you're too funny and i dun need any clown to chill me

but then,,,when i started to be missed u,,to think of u,,wateva about u lah

how could u behave like a f***??

why should i be the one that face dis situation??

geramm,,geramm,,geramm!!(bce lam versi upin-ipin)

yeap,,kita kawan ja,,x lebih dri tue

tapi ko kena ingat ak pun hamba allah yg kerdil sama ja ngn ko

even ak pon ade sensory organ sama jugak cm ko!

xde nye tuhan bg ko lebih ak kurang,insyallah

tp x tau la ko jenis lidah bercabang, then itu keje tuhan kite xleh nk sangkal da

selebihnye ak pun xtau kenape ak buleh jadik sensitive glew malam nie

may be due to damm depressed!

tapi, serious sgt x macho ko punye habit dude!

sorry la lau ak bukan kaki melayan,,ak x reti nk amik hati org

makan hati jaoh sekali

ak x suka berdrama,tengok drama pon jrg,pnjang sgt x larat nk follow

 ak x kesah sgt pon ngan ko punye existence

ade kew xde kew sama ja,

 ak still sedut oxygen bile bernafas even kita punye environment skrg da nazak

pakai nostril n blom pakai wire lagi la insyallah stakat nie.

akhir taipan,,ak x heran lah ngan ko!!

(p/s: errr ,,,otak pusing2 actly)

BAWANG

busuk!!pedih nose ak dok menahan bau bawang ptg nie
ak pon masak jugak bile ujung2 mggu macam nie,,tp xde la menusuk kalbu bau nye,,
pedih mata,,berair hidung,,can't stand with this smell,,,huh!
phobia tul la ngan bau mcm nie,,arghh!!let search about onion..hurm,,

~Onions~

#onion is from genus Allium and of course from kingdom of plantae. 
#when we slice it, the cells will be broken and allowed enzymes called allinases to break down amino acid sulphoxides and generating sulphenic acid.
#this enzymes rapidly rearranged by a second enzyme, called the lachrymatory factor synthase or LFS, giving syn-propanethial-S-oxide, a volatile gas known as the onion lachrymatory factor or LF.
#The LF gas diffuses through the air and eventually reaches the eye, where it activates sensory neurons, creating a stinging sensation. 
#Tear glands produce tears to dilute and flush out the irritant.
# Chemicals that exhibit such an effect on the eyes are known as lachrymatory agents.

b.c.m + s.e.m.i.n.a.r = D

a bit dizzy when doing my slides for seminar
yeah!everybody do it by themselves but then,i din know what had happened to me for this past 2,3 days,,
it's just like very emotional,mad and really stressed,,
and tonite looks like i turnin to be a  lil bit insane,pms i guess??hurmm
but still got time to watch 'cinta elisa' wif my lovely rumate and neighbor
chit chating wif them,feeling like the stress have been reduce
seriously it come again when i started to sit in front of my lappy,,huh!
no excuses la semek uit!just move forward and never u-turn!

mi amor,,spanish!

oh god!!thanks a lot for giving me this opportunity to learn or 'speakin' spanish
at first seems easy but then it has become bit challenging for me
but it's okay never try we never know our capabilities,,so let's me shows my skill after this=D 

new looks!

menyibukkan diri yang sedia sibuk ngan dok tukar background menda alah nie,
nampak sikit natural dari sblom nie kn??
okeh,apa2 pon,final student life just begun.baru terasa aura pelajar tahun akhir,cewah!
xde apa yg nk komen sangat la,sebab aku tahu kawan2 tahun akhir yang lain pon sibuk jugak.
so,xde excuse untuk aku bermonyok or bermuka cipan,semua orang penat,confuse,marah,kecewa,gembira sudah pasti,it's all right,


p/s: when nothing goes right,then go left!so,what's the problem now??haha