FATE is takdir

slalu jadik mcm nie kt ak an

mnde yg ak tggu2 tue la yg kompem xkn dtg kt ak

tapi ak yakin pasti ad hikmah d sebalik sesuatu kejadian an

but sumtime ak ase da thing's not being fair when it comes to me

dunnoe y but dat is realy happen,,,sumtim yg gler2 ak nk mnde tue la yg susa ak nk grab

nk ckp takdir opkos la,,but sumtime mcm ad yg iri aty ngn ak la

xtau la cnne pkiran jhat tue dtg mnjelma,,sory ar kawan,,sumtime ak ase ko x bpe nk sincere ngn ak an

xpew,,life is karma rite,,wut goes around comes around

so u dun need to wory bout it asilah!!

pew yg ko dpt itu ko trime la wei

ase cm mnanges melalak mlm nie,,napew ha??asal ko kejam sgt ngn ak ah??

sumtime ko cm caring gler sal ak,,but ble pasal mnde nie ko bt bodo jew ngn permintaan ak an

napew??ak nie bodo sgt kew??x ley pikul responsiblty lansum kew ak nie??

smpai mcm tue kew ko x percaya kt ak ha??

it's ok my dear ak x kesah pon,,but ak ase ak salah anggap la kt ko,,

u're my fren but not my true fren i guess??but sapa ar ak ni nk judge org mcm tue an?

urm may be ak jenis yg x kesah n lau ak nk sumtim ak usha kn sndri,,so org boley bt x kesah la ngn ak,,

mmg mulut i akn kta x kesah but sapa tau lam aty an

lntak la aty ko sapa nk amik tau asilah oit pndai2 la ko cover jiwa ko,,huh!!

jgn mudah nk tacink sgt,,,lau slagi boley senyum napew nk menanges

slagi boley gembira buat pew pilih nk brsedih ,slagi bole gelak ketawa knapew nk mlalak mlolong??

sory if ad silap n salah ak bt slama nie yg ak x sedar

nanges??

p/s lepas nie jgn cpt nk mluah pew yg ko rase kt sapa2 silah simpan rase percya tue kt diri ko skek

even x byk,,at least jgn prcye 100% kt org da,,sebal aty,,tp tue la brulang kali 

kne pon stil x serik2 lagi,,huhuu

kembali normal

orite,,idop bakal bz ngn kelas lak sok

no free time dis weekend no procrastinate happened!!

tennis suda,,bi'ah solehah nye volley game suda

sungguh penat but berbaloi2,,it's fun!!

sory la,,post yg sblom nie sgt emo skek

otak sgt srabot skek then bile ad yg tmbah mmg mletop la

even x jadik letusan gunung brapi,,tp org skeliling boley nmpak la ak hangin

nk bt mcm mne,,bdan ak da pnat,,otak sakit,,jiwa lemah

nk sound lak,,mmg hambik la ko ak maki

sory arr tk terniat smpai mcm tue skali pon

urm,,,sgt bgga ngn diri sndri

b4 dis ak sgt x suke bt mnde yg ak x suke or kurg minat

btol la ckp org minat boley dipupuk,x knal maka x cinta

bile da men tenis tue bru ase cm best gak,tmbah lak boley mnyumbang kan mta tok k2 

even xde la smpai masok suku akhir but ak bgga gak la ngn teamate ak

good job babe!!

then blom abis pnat men tenis sambung lak ngn men volley tok program bi'ah solehah

we're the winner ok,,congrates Group A

mlm td dgr ceramah...best la ustaz tue

byk yg perlu d baiki,,huk33,,trase kowt hik3

xde masalah jgn carik masalah,byk mnde yg bakal terkorban kn nnty

penyampaian ceramah sampai tros ke hati,hopefully mnde tue kekal lam mind ak.

yg pasti idop mesti ad traffic lite ok,,,u noe where u need to stop and when u can move on ur life~

patuhi lah praturan idop sbg manusia

ttbe jew men tenis cm x logik but itu realiti wei!!

cacamarba

okey wanna shared some stress with other

ok,,ak,,ko,,die,,n mrk

smueeee budak uni okey!!

ad courses yg schedule nye x la pack sgt

and ade yg gila babi(oppss ayt geram) nye tight jadualnye

i'm not interest to compare bout our course

it's fine sbb course yg kite dpt seswai ngn otak n minat kite rite??

contohnye jadual budak microb la tue

(nk jugak pomote result sndrik)

kitorg p kelas kul 7.30 pg,,

kul 7.30 mlm plak baru dpt jumpe bntal bucuk balik

itu pon kalau bus x buat hal

then lau ikowtkn last week

balik bilik x sempat mkn ag da p mndi

kul 8.30 turun festik lau yg interkolej turun baling bola

bla bla bla,,,kul 2 pagi masok bilik mlantak bagai org kbulur

lam kul 3 lebh2 pagi baru nk start mimpi moon

lau mse nie baru tidow

bgun lak awal pg boley byg x lam kelas cm mne??

cer bayang kn jap!!

mse utk diri sendri pon xde ini plak nk stdy

test 1 da mula  mngganas

lab report bertimbun2

hentam la buat mse gap sejam kelas tu ha

dis week ok,,fine da abes sume mnde alah tue lega la,

TAPI!! ad tap gak,,,bile da x sempat n stdy

jgn nk expect result cemerlang giler la

compem2 la DOWN gler ok

but it's ok,,ak x slah kn keadaan tue

coz mmg ak yg nk masok brxtvt kn,,cari PENGALAMAN

(p/s ad xtvt yg ak masok sbb terpaksexde org nk involve!!)

bile da tgok result mcm tue

compem la atiey sedyh wei

atiey mana x trase down cer ckp skek?

mak bapak kt umah dok tnye result test lak nk gtau dorg pon kecian + segan jew

tp ma abah ak ok lagi la

mereka boley support ag

tp korg yg ad ngn ktorg ni knapew x paham erk??

tulun la,,tulun la

ak manusia biase k,,

punye rase pnat,,sediyh,,marah

bisa mlenteng lau ad yg x brkenan d hati and ad yg mencabar kesabaran diri

lau ad salah n silap bawak brbincang la

jgn men nk serang nk marah ktorg mcm mak korg marah korg!!

ma n abah ak pon x mcm tue k,,

we're not teenagers nemore so pless la sgt2 treat ak cm adult skek

yg mne slah tue btol ngn cre org dewasa

jga maruah org,,respect org,,

lau ko x repect org jgn ngat nk gain respect dr ak ok

sory to say la

hati ak da bengkak

bernanah,,ak boley senyum lagi,,

tp jgn smpai pecah lau x nk perang tercetus or banjir besar tercetus

byk sbenarnye yg nk type tp bia la yg len tue ak share ngn sahabat ak je la

x pon simpan kt atiey sendri ok

omong kosong

urm,,sory to say la

bab politik wa x campur k

lantak la pew nk jadik

pew korunk nk bt pew korunk nk cter pew korunk nk maki

jnji ak idop sederhana ngn cra ak

then skit la nk komen, org yg x involve tue jgn la nk ckp byk plak

coz korunk xtau cter korunk x alami sendri

lau trase nk brckp gak masok la slah stu dalami mslh2 mrk

jnji ak bt kewajipan ak p mngundi suda mlas nk komen pnjang2

pkir la sndri jgn trsilap ckp suda la wei

pkir la prasaan kdua2 blah pihak

jgn nk men hentam ja ko hentam ak,,ak hentam ko

akhir nye kita gak yg rugi kn

org len da brtepok tgn mng

kite habuk pon tarak!!

to ol yg da mng

congrates and lakukn tanggungjawab anda n ol da best for ol of us!!

yg pentim ak penim skunk nie

cmne la tgn bangku cm ak ley masok men tenis lak

haishh

pelik tol la

raket tenis pon x reti nk pgg

then nk lawan mcm mne??

syengal la,,

xpew,,experience itu pentim ok!!

ad ak kesah ak pndai men ke x

ko yg pndai xnk men lak

jnji ak vouge suda!

hati yg panas

depleted of oxygen

serasa xde ruang nk bernafas da skunk

nk kentot pon mcm x sempat ja

after festik,,test 1

baru ngat nk rest ja dis week

da tolak voley tok bi'ah solehah

stu2 sukan yg mlekat kt jiwa ak

coz ngat mau rehat bdn xmau srabot2

but keje dtg jugak

xpew la,,tanggungjawab

ak trime ja

but,,itu probs ktorg jew kew

yg len xde kew yg nk bg bantuan??

tolong support2 la kolej sendiri

bile org stay kite nk stay sme

tp bile ajak brxtvt xnk lak

aigoo,,,cannot b like dat la kawan

kn x pasal2 ak emo skunk nie

haisshh

hangin jugak la

sory la,,x brniat nk post mnde nie kt sape2

juz nk luah pew yg brkerak kt ati skunk nie ja

ngah serabot2 nie lau ad yg bt lawak bodo

mmg nk kne luku ngn ak lew nmpknye

ak ni da la kaki hangin

nk jugak ak nek hangin kn,,,

PENIM!!(-_-)

ma & abah

~I'M SORRY~ 

mood:otak karat

xtau la ap ak nk lam idop,,

skejap nk itu,,skejap nk ini

last2 ak penim nk cari jln yg trbaik

just follow the path in front of me

so d stiap pit stop akn ad,,

happiness ngn sadness

musim sedih kowt skunk

mmg ak ley ckp ak x kesah,,

tp otak ngn atiey sgt x btol bt mse skunk

yup!!ak sorg yg kalut,,x pikir pnjang,,n sng mnyesal,,

then pew ak ley bt?

da try handle probs tue,,tp i can't control maself

lepas bt decision bru ase mnyesal nk mmpos,,

kawan2 kt tp2 nie mesti ad yg trase,,terkecik atiey ngn tingkah ak,,

sory to ol,,,i'm juz an ordinary homosapien,,

lau ak ad time machine

akn ak putar mase silam ak

nk balik zaman white shirt

akn ak ubah sgalenye

tp inilah d ktakn nasib dan TAKDIR

fate ak da tntu kn ak akn jumpe org2 yg x ikhlas ngn ak,,

jumpe mereka2 yg x endah sal ak,,

tp ak x kesah smue tue,,

yg ak tahu,,,

ak gak GEMBIRA dpt temui org2 yg hargai kehadiran ak lam idop dorg,,

makaseyh korunk yg bergelar SAHABAT,,

try nk adapt ngn keadaan mcm nie,,yeahh!!go3 asilah,,,wink3

p/s: dis week mmg btol2 bt jiwa ak trggu,,uh period awal lagi,,,,depressed!!(uhuh!!da xde yg nk bg syekelat!!so kne bli sndri yerp asilah!!ngee(+_+)

DOWN!!

xpew,,prasaan ak x pentim sgt pon

x perlu la nk d jga

nk d tatang

so x kesah sgt pon,,

yup,,ak mmg jahat plus bodo skek2

tp stil got da feelim ok!!

yup,,org suke bt ak nmpk sgt bodo 

xpew,,bile mulut ak ckp XPEW!!

korunk xyah isau la,

ak tau cmne nk obat kekuciwaan ak

urm,,even ko crite lama

tp stil berbekas la kt ati,

then ko x prlu nk mnunjuk dpn ak

tp ko xtau kn,,urm

xpew silap ak gak,,

silap pilih jln idop

silap atur prcaturan

silap langkah,,

pendek kata mmg sume silap ak arr

ok sbenar nye ak ngah down gler mlm nie,

double??urm,,,nope!!TRIPLE down,

coz 3 mnde yg bt ak down nk mampos mlm nie

1. wajah2 yg suke amek tau kesah org

suke bt muke lak tue,,bajet hot la,,

2.teeeeett!!

yg ni secreto la,,

3.sory fwen,,ak mmg x boley ngn NOMBOR

dats y ak suh korunk bg DOB korunk

so ak akn bkak planner ak tiap2 ari

tgok pew yg ader tok ari nie,,

ak sorg yg plupe ok!!

sama ja smue

lau pnat bkn kite sorg yg pnat

ad ag yg lebih pnat dri kte,,

lau byk eseimen

org len pon bdak u gak

ad eseimen mcm kite gak,,

lau trikat ngn xtvt

org len lebih lagi smpai wakil m'sia

lau serabot ngn test

org len byk ag subjek dri kite,,

lau nerves ngn presentation

org len lagi la,,kne bikin speech sndri,,,

then??

tnye la aty sndri asilah,,

xkn nk arapkn smue mnde jadik sng utk ko?

haisshh!!

lau la smue mnde sng mcm mkn kacang??

sedap mcm mkn esykim??

kn ke bhagia idop ak??

haha,,sengal!!

eseimen,,,eseimen

smakin ari smakin byk
smakin ari smakin susa
smakin ari smakin semak
smakin ari smakin malas nk bt,,
byk tol hipotesis tok eseimen kn??
lau x bt,,bkn kne denda,,cm,,
kne brdiri tas kusi,,cangkung lam lunkang
kne cubit perut,,jln itik kt koridor
brdiri dpn kelas,,bt keje amal kt surau
kne sapu whiteboard,,nyanyi lagu NEGARAKU
duduk bawah meja smbil ciap kn omwork,,
sume tue da xde kn  d alam uni??
so pew nk d takowt kn??
btol x??
tp yg pling takowtnye bile org len dpt pointer tggi dr kite!
perghh!!! time tue mule la nyesal x bt eseimen,,
haishh!!so kne bt ke x nieyh??

enjoy cuti or bahagia ngn eseimen2??

hurmm(-_-),,,,