love this lyrics!

 "A Thousand Years"

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

tak mampu dah

layak ke??compem2 tak la kan(-_-)

i'm sory to have this feeling 

and of course!

i hate this feeling as well

p/s::just FYI,,, APEK KEDAI KUNIN tue kawan ja ok!

 

beyond my expectation

"nie sepupu saya yg tadi, punye nombor"

'habis tue kenapa bg saya?'

"ambik jew la"

'ok'

aduhai, dari gaya jalan dah macho habis

tapi x cukup gentleman bile ckp nombor tue org lain punye.

da kenapa??

p/s::tapi apa2 pon ko da buat ak terkejot berok mlm nie..nais try dude!

,,,,,i'm sorry,,,,

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” 

~ Marilyn Monroe ~

~lab work~

da half way...tp ase mcm nk patah balik

huhuuhuu,,nk melalak ke melolong ke da x gune

atoi,,mmg ke ting tong lew mcm nie,,,hurmm
sikit jew lagi...insyallah

«Age puzzles me. I thought it was a quiet time. My seventies were interesting and fairly serene, but my eighties are passionate. I grow more intense as I age.» — Florida Scott-Maxwell

~al-fatihah~

setiap yang mekar pasti layu
setiap yang muda pasti tua
setiap yang bernyawa pasti mati
itulah ketentuan Ilahi 
suka atau tidak setiap dari kita pasti menempuhinya
yang membezakan hanya masa dan cara di jemput
kehilangan kali ketiga untuk tahun nie,,hurm,, 
aku ada seorang kawan satu kampung,
kami kenal ABCs sama2
kenal nombor sama2
sama2 dapat ke boarding school biarpun lain2 tempat
tapi alih2 dapat masuk universiti yang sama2
tapi suratan takdir tiada siapa dapat menghalangkan?
dia terlebih dahulu di jemput menghadap Ilahi
meratapi tu jauh sekali,tapi rasa terkilan bermaharajalela di jiwa
sebab msg akhir dri beliau aku x sempat balas,,(T_T)
renung2kan,,,since ada masa terluang sekarang bermaafan lah sesama manusia

takdir temukan kita sebagai kawan sepermainan (tadika anggerik)

takdir kamu dan aku merantau mencari kehidupan

takdir jugak ketemukan kita kembali di alam universiti

takdir kau pergi mengadap ilahi lebih awal 

semoga kamu di tempatkan bersama orang2 yang beriman,

semoga rohmu di cucuri rahmat, al-fatihah,

buat sahabatku, Mazuwan Mohd Azahari

p/s:my apology,,,,sorry if ada yang terasa,terluka,tersentap ngan ak selama nie,,,

amarah

haha,,,asilah2,,,once again,,i've been dump by a person i trust!
congratulation to me coz did it again!
i dun noe whether i am too stupid or i just simply can trust peoples around me
basically,this is what i used to be for years since i became a human being.(since i was born)
orite,,today i was really in da bad2 mood
people said dat i'm used to be emotional!stressed!complicated!
but then,they din ask me wut happen?
okay exception for some others that taking care of me
but then,some others just like very ZZzz!
please people!dun simply classify other,,they noe themselves better than u,
sekian~

a big grin

thinking about you make me forgot bout another thousand guys in the world

thinking of having you beside, make me feel calm and nothing've to be worried

thinking that you're too funny and i dun need any clown to chill me

but then,,,when i started to be missed u,,to think of u,,wateva about u lah

how could u behave like a f***??

why should i be the one that face dis situation??

geramm,,geramm,,geramm!!(bce lam versi upin-ipin)

yeap,,kita kawan ja,,x lebih dri tue

tapi ko kena ingat ak pun hamba allah yg kerdil sama ja ngn ko

even ak pon ade sensory organ sama jugak cm ko!

xde nye tuhan bg ko lebih ak kurang,insyallah

tp x tau la ko jenis lidah bercabang, then itu keje tuhan kite xleh nk sangkal da

selebihnye ak pun xtau kenape ak buleh jadik sensitive glew malam nie

may be due to damm depressed!

tapi, serious sgt x macho ko punye habit dude!

sorry la lau ak bukan kaki melayan,,ak x reti nk amik hati org

makan hati jaoh sekali

ak x suka berdrama,tengok drama pon jrg,pnjang sgt x larat nk follow

 ak x kesah sgt pon ngan ko punye existence

ade kew xde kew sama ja,

 ak still sedut oxygen bile bernafas even kita punye environment skrg da nazak

pakai nostril n blom pakai wire lagi la insyallah stakat nie.

akhir taipan,,ak x heran lah ngan ko!!

(p/s: errr ,,,otak pusing2 actly)

BAWANG

busuk!!pedih nose ak dok menahan bau bawang ptg nie
ak pon masak jugak bile ujung2 mggu macam nie,,tp xde la menusuk kalbu bau nye,,
pedih mata,,berair hidung,,can't stand with this smell,,,huh!
phobia tul la ngan bau mcm nie,,arghh!!let search about onion..hurm,,

~Onions~

#onion is from genus Allium and of course from kingdom of plantae. 
#when we slice it, the cells will be broken and allowed enzymes called allinases to break down amino acid sulphoxides and generating sulphenic acid.
#this enzymes rapidly rearranged by a second enzyme, called the lachrymatory factor synthase or LFS, giving syn-propanethial-S-oxide, a volatile gas known as the onion lachrymatory factor or LF.
#The LF gas diffuses through the air and eventually reaches the eye, where it activates sensory neurons, creating a stinging sensation. 
#Tear glands produce tears to dilute and flush out the irritant.
# Chemicals that exhibit such an effect on the eyes are known as lachrymatory agents.

b.c.m + s.e.m.i.n.a.r = D

a bit dizzy when doing my slides for seminar
yeah!everybody do it by themselves but then,i din know what had happened to me for this past 2,3 days,,
it's just like very emotional,mad and really stressed,,
and tonite looks like i turnin to be a  lil bit insane,pms i guess??hurmm
but still got time to watch 'cinta elisa' wif my lovely rumate and neighbor
chit chating wif them,feeling like the stress have been reduce
seriously it come again when i started to sit in front of my lappy,,huh!
no excuses la semek uit!just move forward and never u-turn!

mi amor,,spanish!

oh god!!thanks a lot for giving me this opportunity to learn or 'speakin' spanish
at first seems easy but then it has become bit challenging for me
but it's okay never try we never know our capabilities,,so let's me shows my skill after this=D 

new looks!

menyibukkan diri yang sedia sibuk ngan dok tukar background menda alah nie,
nampak sikit natural dari sblom nie kn??
okeh,apa2 pon,final student life just begun.baru terasa aura pelajar tahun akhir,cewah!
xde apa yg nk komen sangat la,sebab aku tahu kawan2 tahun akhir yang lain pon sibuk jugak.
so,xde excuse untuk aku bermonyok or bermuka cipan,semua orang penat,confuse,marah,kecewa,gembira sudah pasti,it's all right,


p/s: when nothing goes right,then go left!so,what's the problem now??haha

redo!!

haha...agak mnyeronokkan la bila proposal yg ko buat even takde la sampai separuh mati,tapi hampir mati jugak la,,kene reject!!sonok giler weiyh!!mcm in heaven plak,,hehe

usik2 jiwa

first time tgok,,,erm cm besa2 ja,like2 jew,cm org len la

appearance ok la,kemas,smart,style ala2 korean skek kn,hehe

but then,i truly get stuck wif his writim and photography

look very naturals,sincere,lovable and had some messages inside there

very lovely pictha that i ever seen before

hurm,,,semoga dipertemukan*(^_^)*

haha,,it sounds like i had found someone to admired

insyallah,,,,hanya sebagai idol..tett!!

al-fatihah

perlukan kekuatan membina semangat diri

perlukan ketabahan mimbina jiwa yang kental

agar diri tidak hanyut di dalam musibah menimpa diri dan keluarga

it was really sad and hurt

coz i'm the only one dat not to be home rite now

 i just wish dat u can wait for me another one month 

and i'll come back again

but then it's just only 3 to 4 day left before i pack all my stuff

u're gone in da real means

 and i the only person that pass off a chance to see u for the last time

siapa aku nak menentang takdir kan??

ya ALLAH tempatkan lah nenda ku setaraf dengan hamba mu yang soleh dan solehah

~amin~

student life is cool

of course...sudah tertulis takdir setiap dari kita

tentang apa yang berlaku,telah berlaku,dan yang bakal kita lalui

kemana kita menapak,arah mana yang kita tujui..

tapi disetiap perjalanan yang memenatkan itu pasti ada yang menjadi penghalang

jadi sebagai hamba perlu menadah tangan memohon  petunjuk dari NYA

kita perlu mencari ruang untuk diri sendiri,cuba yang terbaik

tanpa usaha..

sampai bila-bila kita tak dapat merasa manisnya kejayaan,

tak dapat lalui betapa pahitnya kegagalan, 

andai sudah menjadi ketetapan,siapa kita untuk menghalang

terima,redha,berserah dengan ketentuan yang MAHA ESA..

kerana....itulah kehidupan..appreciate it...=)

 

be focus!!

~alhamdulillah~

sesungguhnya dalam kehidupan, banyak yang kita harapkan

tapi? tak semua akan jadik milik kita,hak kita

kalau semua kita nak, orang lain macam mane?kan??

ALLAH tak beri apa yang kita mahu,

tapi ALLAH bagi apa yang kita perlu,

itulah yang terbaik,,,insyallah

bersyukur dengan apa yang ko dapat

mungkin nikmat datang dalam bentuk lain

tak perlu risau,,senyum=)

usaha lagi asilah,,,ko mampu!!

Magic is believing in yourself, if you can do that, you can make anything happen!!

 

~dun forget to smile~

the very best day

siyesly ak ckp,,6/4/2011,,,da very best besday i ever had
even agak kekalotan,,but still jadik kenangan manis haku okeh!

tenkiu frens,,ak mmg x dpt hint lansum

so hambik la korg reaksi blurr yg ak tampil kn

tergamam,,terharu,,terkejot,,sukew3

hehehehehee

terkejot berok kot bile tgok si akmal berjln ngn kek berlilin di tgn

dgn ak kalot mencari geng2 ku
ngan otak ligat pikir sapa la mastermind  mnde nieyh!!

ngn korng singing dat lovely song

OMG ak xkn lpe seomor idop ku,siyes sweet sgt2

yg plig best kt beryl's ok,,kilang cekelat!

tenkiu utk sumue yg terlibat (^_^)v

 tadaaaa!!

 bawah nie sebahagian dri mereka2 yg terlibat,

dr.ina--tenks for da present,,,cumell sgt!!

hah!!ini la org2 nye,,,ngee

 

got cekelat from marwan and many more from other fren oso!

p/s-syg korunk sumue sgt2!!

crdt to our cameraman---akmal

 

epi besday to ME!!

semakin meningkat usia hope semakin matang lam pemikiran