tak mampu dah

layak ke??compem2 tak la kan(-_-)

i'm sory to have this feeling 

and of course!

i hate this feeling as well

p/s::just FYI,,, APEK KEDAI KUNIN tue kawan ja ok!

 

beyond my expectation

"nie sepupu saya yg tadi, punye nombor"

'habis tue kenapa bg saya?'

"ambik jew la"

'ok'

aduhai, dari gaya jalan dah macho habis

tapi x cukup gentleman bile ckp nombor tue org lain punye.

da kenapa??

p/s::tapi apa2 pon ko da buat ak terkejot berok mlm nie..nais try dude!

,,,,,i'm sorry,,,,

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” 

~ Marilyn Monroe ~

~lab work~

da half way...tp ase mcm nk patah balik

huhuuhuu,,nk melalak ke melolong ke da x gune

atoi,,mmg ke ting tong lew mcm nie,,,hurmm
sikit jew lagi...insyallah

«Age puzzles me. I thought it was a quiet time. My seventies were interesting and fairly serene, but my eighties are passionate. I grow more intense as I age.» — Florida Scott-Maxwell

~al-fatihah~

setiap yang mekar pasti layu
setiap yang muda pasti tua
setiap yang bernyawa pasti mati
itulah ketentuan Ilahi 
suka atau tidak setiap dari kita pasti menempuhinya
yang membezakan hanya masa dan cara di jemput
kehilangan kali ketiga untuk tahun nie,,hurm,, 
aku ada seorang kawan satu kampung,
kami kenal ABCs sama2
kenal nombor sama2
sama2 dapat ke boarding school biarpun lain2 tempat
tapi alih2 dapat masuk universiti yang sama2
tapi suratan takdir tiada siapa dapat menghalangkan?
dia terlebih dahulu di jemput menghadap Ilahi
meratapi tu jauh sekali,tapi rasa terkilan bermaharajalela di jiwa
sebab msg akhir dri beliau aku x sempat balas,,(T_T)
renung2kan,,,since ada masa terluang sekarang bermaafan lah sesama manusia

takdir temukan kita sebagai kawan sepermainan (tadika anggerik)

takdir kamu dan aku merantau mencari kehidupan

takdir jugak ketemukan kita kembali di alam universiti

takdir kau pergi mengadap ilahi lebih awal 

semoga kamu di tempatkan bersama orang2 yang beriman,

semoga rohmu di cucuri rahmat, al-fatihah,

buat sahabatku, Mazuwan Mohd Azahari

p/s:my apology,,,,sorry if ada yang terasa,terluka,tersentap ngan ak selama nie,,,

amarah

haha,,,asilah2,,,once again,,i've been dump by a person i trust!
congratulation to me coz did it again!
i dun noe whether i am too stupid or i just simply can trust peoples around me
basically,this is what i used to be for years since i became a human being.(since i was born)
orite,,today i was really in da bad2 mood
people said dat i'm used to be emotional!stressed!complicated!
but then,they din ask me wut happen?
okay exception for some others that taking care of me
but then,some others just like very ZZzz!
please people!dun simply classify other,,they noe themselves better than u,
sekian~

a big grin

thinking about you make me forgot bout another thousand guys in the world

thinking of having you beside, make me feel calm and nothing've to be worried

thinking that you're too funny and i dun need any clown to chill me

but then,,,when i started to be missed u,,to think of u,,wateva about u lah

how could u behave like a f***??

why should i be the one that face dis situation??

geramm,,geramm,,geramm!!(bce lam versi upin-ipin)

yeap,,kita kawan ja,,x lebih dri tue

tapi ko kena ingat ak pun hamba allah yg kerdil sama ja ngn ko

even ak pon ade sensory organ sama jugak cm ko!

xde nye tuhan bg ko lebih ak kurang,insyallah

tp x tau la ko jenis lidah bercabang, then itu keje tuhan kite xleh nk sangkal da

selebihnye ak pun xtau kenape ak buleh jadik sensitive glew malam nie

may be due to damm depressed!

tapi, serious sgt x macho ko punye habit dude!

sorry la lau ak bukan kaki melayan,,ak x reti nk amik hati org

makan hati jaoh sekali

ak x suka berdrama,tengok drama pon jrg,pnjang sgt x larat nk follow

 ak x kesah sgt pon ngan ko punye existence

ade kew xde kew sama ja,

 ak still sedut oxygen bile bernafas even kita punye environment skrg da nazak

pakai nostril n blom pakai wire lagi la insyallah stakat nie.

akhir taipan,,ak x heran lah ngan ko!!

(p/s: errr ,,,otak pusing2 actly)